Fork in the road

Another one of those adult choices is coming up and fast. Logically, I know the path to take. I guess I am mostly afraid of sucking up the little remaining joy in life.

lots of bleh lately.

Comida

Dieting is a huge cross for me. Much more than for others. Food is one of the few areas the only area in my life I never worried and always enjoyed. And now I can't enjoy it. It isn't that I have to eat horrible stuff but I have to constantly (and conscientiously) weigh each choice. There are no casual commitments.

Bleh.

Next Year?

One time I would like to get laid on my birthday. Or in close proximity at least.