Not me

So I did something last night that is so not me. I went on a spurt of the moment "date". It was an interesting experience. So this is what I been missing for so long. Granted it was a very strange night but it did teach me a couple of things.

• The world will not collapse if I just go off and do stuff.
  
• Not expecting or judging is real nice.
  
• I should be glad where I am right now.
  
• I am a normal guy, more or less, and women will react to me as such.

That lst one is real important. I definitely don't believe it most of the time. No women will never hit on me but that doesnt mean nobody finds me attractive. after all, I have to be somebody's fetish.