Sand in the hourglass

I totally been neglecting this. Its a shame. Time seems to go by without doing anything at all. I been feeling old for a while now. And I realize how old I been looking lately. I really need to shave my head. It isn't helping. Oh well another thing to add to the list.

I am thinking of getting a Corolla now. Its cheaper than the Civic and about the same as the Focus now. Being taking note of them on the street and they seem to be roomy inside and they are a good size (why oh why did I think I needed a large car?).

Doings and happenings

I drove into the new office. Wasn't a bad drive. I hate the streets of Old Town though. They almost seem random in their orientation. The new place is growing on me though. I need to take pictures.

I know that starting over is not what life's all about.
But my thoughts were so loud, I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud, I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud.

Faith fucking!

Oh yeah

As far as the Lord’s concerned, it’s Beaver Season all year ‘round.

Something

Tonight is one of those bad nights. It will be better in the morning. I hope. I need a vacation though.

This amused me:

"Two former Cornell University entomologists who recently had the job of naming 65 new species of slime-mold beetles named three species that are new to science in the genus Agathidium for members of the U.S. administration. They are A. bushi Miller and Wheeler, A. cheneyi Miller and Wheeler and A. rumsfeldi Miller and Wheeler."

They claim its a honor. But slime-mold beetles? Somehow, I don't think the scientists are being entirely forthcoming.

Beginnings

Well, first day in the new office. It was... different. Very Disorienting. I will settle in time I'm sure. Found a place to get coffee (Yay!). Went walking around. But get this. We have really high ceilings (about ten feet) and for some reason the doors are nearly as high. I could have someone on my shoulders and walk through with no problems. It gets better though. The new office is ADA compliant. So the door knobs and light switches are much lower. So I have a 9.5 ft tall door with a door knob that a two year old can reach. Very weird.

Endings

Well I packed up all my shit today. Tomorrow is the first day at the new office. 7 years in one location and now its just... done. Weird. I wonder how Doug feels. 30 years in the same spot. It seemed strange going through all the papers from the last 7 yrs. So many things that were important at the time and now just garbage to be thrown out.

Weirdest most of all, horrors of all horrors, I have to actually commute to work. No more walking. Damn.

Things and stuff

The Net has been far too boring lately. I need entertainment dammit. Oh well.

The office move is here. Monday is my last day at the old place. I am kinda dreading the new place. Damn them and their rules.

I am looking forward to my move into a new apartment though (not moving the furniture itself though). Now I just need to find a place...

Still going

The running doesnt stop. My sister is doing ok. I move monday. The packing begins. I have a meeting with Bob tomorrow-ugh. I don't think I like where everything is heading.

stop my struggling, then I float to the surface,
fill my lungs with air, then let it out

I give it all, now there's a reason why I sing,
I give it all, and its these reasons that belong to me

Tired

Days go by too fast, yet not fast enough. I just feel like I am running around all the time. Personal issues don't help matters. I should call my sister. Im glad that terri schiavo has finally passed on. I am sad that the pope has also. Today is such a wasted day.