Monday, February 27, 2006


Ok so I decide to write a note to this woman on match. I type it up and reread it to check for typos and such. I realize that I used a semicolon in the second line of the email.

A semicolon.

What the fuck am I thinking? Am I trying not to have her read past the second line?

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Comfortable cocoon

I been what can be described as a rut for quite a few years now. My life is not much different at 30 than it was 24 (I am even back to buying CDs!). That is sad in a way. I been trying to force change recently. We will see how it goes.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Worst Mindset ever

Milestone birthdays have a habit of causing reflection on one's life. It also causes one to remember the past. I ran across some old emails with a friend named John who I long have lost touch with. I recognized me yet not me. And there was my friend, patient and understanding with my ranting. Truth in my madness? There were facts but nothing representing what can be considered truth.

I come to the conclusion that I am the
> personification of the
> fact that there is NOT someone for anyone. I am
> gonna be 25 in less than a
> month and I have realized that not one girl has ever
> though enough of me to
> withstand a hour of my company for a free meal. So
> as you can see, I am
> feeling just great about myself.

I need to email John...