Drifting

I realize I been drifting for a long time now. I also realize that I am very lucky to have the life I have. I could literally travel anywhere I wanted next week. If I wanted a car, I could get it. Financial and temporal obligations are minimal. As Bridey said, I have a "ton of good stuff going for " me.

This life has allowed me to drift aimlessly for a long time now with no real consequences. The question is if I had a harder life would it actually be more productive, more useful. And yes it was a lie of omission when I didnt say my sig was how I often feel in response to Bridey. But one learns not to constantly bitch about how they feel if they don't want to cause undo harm.